Sometimes when you go through the same sh*t over and over and over again, you get used to the old wounds re-opening and new ways to convince yourself that everything is going to get better soon, just because you can't imagine things getting that much worse. Sometimes you find ways to deal with it that makes people that care about you worry, and then sometimes you just stop talking about it alltogether because if you don't talk about it then it's not a problem and you don't want anyone to worry about you. Sometimes you know reliving the pain doesn't make it better, and that it tempers more parts of your life than you'd like to admit.
Sometimes you can't put the same spackle on the holes because the cracks are more and more evident to everyone else. Sometimes you need to own the cracks. Sometimes you can't do everything by yourself, and sometimes you need someone to sit you down and tell you that doing it by yourself isn't working.
Sometimes a greater strength is being able to admit your weaknesses and to be able to ask for help.